Bits

OCD

...pertains to me when it comes to many matters but frequently, it has to do with numbers. Even numbers. Facebook default amount of pictures always has to be an even number, for example right now I have 30 Facebook defaulted pictures. Not done by coincidence but because I am always deleting or adding pictures to have this perfect number, whatever it may be at the time. Or in the car, when driving the heat for the driver side and passenger side must each be set to an even number, usually 80 degrees considering the arctic we live in lately. There is more.... hmm, I wonder when and why I became like this?

New Years Eve

Right about now, I'm thinking about how extremely overrated it is. I mean of course, I'm amped for it but the entire process of getting to it is fucking annoying. What dress am I going to wear? Where am I going? Who am I going with? How am I getting there? Is this really how I'm beginning the new year? Stupid. Well, me and my friends decided to go to Canada this year. The idea, I love; don't get me wrong. It's just been so stressful lately. I know that once I'm there I'll be having the time of my life.... and I'm really not one to stress, but the past two days have been full of all kinds of stress. My remedy? Blasting I-tunes for all of my house to hear and looking forward to drowning myself in massive amounts of alcohol (and I suppose, writing a partial amount of my feelings down here). Feeling better already.

Just to clear things up, I am not naive enough to believe that how you spend New Years Eve and when the ball drops is how your upcoming year will be spent. Bu-llllllllll shit.

I woke up with negative energy and it had to be released....

Nonetheless, I cannot wait to spend New Years Eve and a trip in Canada with great friends, making great memories.
Cya 2010, I'm a different person than when we first met and you have been very good to me.

Dependently Wealthy

Dependent: relying on or requiring a person or thing for support, or what is needed.
Me.

Okay, I'm 20 years old. I have no job or serious responsibilities besides getting good grades. My parents are my entire source of income.... never had a problem with it until now. I feel so dependent on them and it's starting to frustrate me. Today I realized as I'm buying a ticket for a club in Canada for New Years Eve with their money that I am f-ing 20 years old and I need to become more independent.

Okay, that is all.

4 out 5

Sitting in my fourth class, just did a presentation on the "Starbuck's Effect".... Craving some. One more final to go (tomorrow) 'til freedom. Tomorrow night will be the last night raging at URI; this depresses me. #Perrys. Over one whole month in the 973... if it's anything like the Wayne Valley reunion 2010 at Greenhouse over Thanksgiving break, I'll be a happy person.

My train of thought was interrupted.....

Birthday!

Great great great weekend. I love my axhoes and my pwesents

I am so grateful for the people in my life.

Reality check: last week of classes, finals so soon, new jersey so soon. Get my partying in while I can.... I mean as much as I can considering the amount of work that I'm assigned.

I don't know how I feel about blogger.... I really like the idea of the whole thing but I never have anything significant to write about/feel comfortable writing about and being put into cyberworld

Bored of this bye

Happy.

On cloud nine.
For absolutely no reason, love these days.

I have so much; I am feeling extremely thankful today for everything in my life.
Abundance.
Self-realization.

Ps. Last night was fucking awesome. I think every person at Rhody Joes was blacked.

"Joy is the best makeup."